Promoter angst!

Once again, I'm having promoter angst! BAHHH!

I've been thinking and talking about doing an event like this since March, but did nothing about it. A few months ago it came up again in conversation and we're off and running with it. Everyday I was going from no-one will be interested, no-one will come... to why wouldn't everyone come?? So yes, I'm having bi-polar days!

Need to finish working on a few things between tonight and tomorrow so I can start on the physical aspect of the event. Wish me luck and hope everything works out well. Really well!

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The Principle of a Favor

When you ask someone to do you a favor, please remember that even if the person says yes... it is still not a priority for them. It is still your priority. Your priority to follow up and make sure that all is well and things are still on, that the person remembers to grant the favor etc etc. In general when you agree to grant a favor while yes it's important, it is not the priority of the person granting the favor. That is all.

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Yep!

I thought of you again today... and yep... YOU ARE STILL AN ASSHOLE!

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RIP my past.

Have you ever had an idea of someone or something in your head that happened in your past, but when it comes down to it the idea in your head is much, much better than the actual person or thing. Like when you have a craving for a piece of chocolate cake that you haven't had in a long time. Yet when you finally get it, it is sooo disappointing.

See, I had this idea in my head about the guy that got away. In my head, he was smart, witty and always fun to be around. In my head, I missed talking to him a lot. I hadn't been in touch with him for years and years. Today I spoke to him for a little.

WHAT AN ASSHOLE?!?!?!?

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Birthday 2009

This was the best birthday I have had in a while. One major thing that was different is that I made plans and did something and didn't sit back waiting for people to do something for me. Twas great!

For a few years now, every September I would call my mother and say... "Let's go to New York!" My childhood years was filled with me going to New York with my Mom and hating it! I hated all the walking, the shopping, the taking off and trying on of clothes and shoes (!), the public transportation... the dirty streets. Not to mention the cold weather when we would go during the winter. Anyhow... I had put somewhat of a mind-block on New York since then. Later on I developed a love of shopping... Bargain shopping especially and where is a better place to bargain shop other than New York???
So plans were made and off we went.

I shopped everyday for 4 days and could hardly haul my loot back home. I had to ask my Mom to carry my shoes in her luggage. Next time I will not be carrying my laptop though. Barely had time to use it and ended up dreading hauling it through the airports.

When we came back to FL. I made plans to go to a crabhouse for dinner and surprisingly some friends came along as well. Aside from a glitch or two... it went well.

Then Saturday following that I had planned a Birthday Passion Party at my friend's house. That also went very well.

So can't complain... all in all... was a great birthday week!

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Getting in gear!

Have you ever been in a situation where finally something clicks? Whether it is to find that final piece on a jigsaw puzzle. An earring you had been looking for. The dvd player to finally work. You know that feeling you get. The exhilaration. The triumph.

Mine clicked at 4:30a one morning this week.

I have been involved with one of the leading in-home party businesses that sells sensual aids to adults. In short, yes I sell vibrators, dildos among other things. I had been dabbling in the business waiting for manna to fall from the sky. Yes I knew logically what happens and whats supposed to happen... but it didn't click. I started off gassed up and ready to go... but I didn't fully understand the business, or what I could and should be doing to promote my business. Don't get me wrong. I did well in the beginning. Then I had a disappointing streak and so I fell off my game. I think I was also looking to others for motivation. Anyhow the long and short of it is that it had to click with me first and it did.

I started off by joining all the groups I could find to get more info. Sifted through what seemed like tons of info and then I found one that made everything seem so simple and purposeful. So I'm on my way to start growing and ENJOYING my business.

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