The Learning Curve

I'm usually very quick-witted and smart. Usually.

However, I tend to be quite slow in other areas. I'm very slow in evaluating friendship. The new ones are no problem, because I've learned not to hold them tooo dear. Close, but not too close. The older set though, is where my problem lies.

I find myself unsure and always second guessing certain friends. Why did her smile seem so insincere? Why are we always making "one day" plans? Like... "One day we should... go out for drinks." Somehow, that one day never comes. It's hard not to wonder sometimes... do I have too much free time on my hands? Am I over evaluating the situation? I feel that in the end, in your heart of hearts you know who is true and who isn't. Sometimes it's just you trying to keep hope alive. But you know... I know.