RIP my past.

Have you ever had an idea of someone or something in your head that happened in your past, but when it comes down to it the idea in your head is much, much better than the actual person or thing. Like when you have a craving for a piece of chocolate cake that you haven't had in a long time. Yet when you finally get it, it is sooo disappointing.

See, I had this idea in my head about the guy that got away. In my head, he was smart, witty and always fun to be around. In my head, I missed talking to him a lot. I hadn't been in touch with him for years and years. Today I spoke to him for a little.

WHAT AN ASSHOLE?!?!?!?