RIP my past.

Have you ever had an idea of someone or something in your head that happened in your past, but when it comes down to it the idea in your head is much, much better than the actual person or thing. Like when you have a craving for a piece of chocolate cake that you haven't had in a long time. Yet when you finally get it, it is sooo disappointing.

See, I had this idea in my head about the guy that got away. In my head, he was smart, witty and always fun to be around. In my head, I missed talking to him a lot. I hadn't been in touch with him for years and years. Today I spoke to him for a little.

WHAT AN ASSHOLE?!?!?!?

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Birthday 2009

This was the best birthday I have had in a while. One major thing that was different is that I made plans and did something and didn't sit back waiting for people to do something for me. Twas great!

For a few years now, every September I would call my mother and say... "Let's go to New York!" My childhood years was filled with me going to New York with my Mom and hating it! I hated all the walking, the shopping, the taking off and trying on of clothes and shoes (!), the public transportation... the dirty streets. Not to mention the cold weather when we would go during the winter. Anyhow... I had put somewhat of a mind-block on New York since then. Later on I developed a love of shopping... Bargain shopping especially and where is a better place to bargain shop other than New York???
So plans were made and off we went.

I shopped everyday for 4 days and could hardly haul my loot back home. I had to ask my Mom to carry my shoes in her luggage. Next time I will not be carrying my laptop though. Barely had time to use it and ended up dreading hauling it through the airports.

When we came back to FL. I made plans to go to a crabhouse for dinner and surprisingly some friends came along as well. Aside from a glitch or two... it went well.

Then Saturday following that I had planned a Birthday Passion Party at my friend's house. That also went very well.

So can't complain... all in all... was a great birthday week!

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